drop it like it's hot

the westminster confession of faith-
drop it like its hot.
end of story.

original sin

http://www.godandscience.org/apologetics/original-sin.html

no wonder

no wonder people have a problem with 'god' :

http://carm.org/questions/about-god/why-doesnt-god-just-save-everyone

just glad thats not the God i worship.

desire

psh.

sovereignty

moment

feeling like I am wasting 90% of my potential. not because I think I'm better than others that may be doing the same things I am, I just feel a desire for more. or very willing to be exerted to a greater degree. for something worth it.

I've not developed my art.
or music.
or knowledge of science.
and spiritually, I think I am just as complacent.

I need a zest. a fire. a burn. an itch. instead, I feel a twinge of what ifs and loss.

wasted time.

and becoming mediocre in order to keep peace.






oh it's hard, to do well, and squash out competitive/self esteem issues from childhood.

why I dont like public worship

ill figure it out.